Actress Lena Dunham revealed in her podcast, Women Of The Hour, that she was asked to share her abortion story during a visit to a Planned Parenthood in Texas a few years ago. Dunham, who is quick to put intimate details of her life on full display, for once found herself lacking for a story and she regretted it. She said, “Now I can say that I still haven’t had an abortion, but I wish I had.”

She retreated quickly, apologizing on Instagram for her “distasteful joke” and blaming it on the “‘delusional girl’ personal” she often takes on.